and i have the feeling of getting out immediately

at times i get so angry with my dad

that i just feel like crying

if i can be him for a day or two

and know what are his thought

i really wouldn't mind

i wanna know wth is he thinking.

when the sun set and everyone comes home

feeling all tired and mentally drained

all we want is to rest

or maybe a table of simple home cooked food

but....its either he start cooking at 8

or we have to go and buy

firstly, since i'm alighting at the market

why can't he give me a call

it really sucks to walk all the way home

with a super heavy bag and then go all the way back again

the strain on my back and the usual shoulders aches is no joke

secondly, hello?

you sit there the entire day doing nothing

except to watch shows or play computer games

can't you just do the house chores

its a promise you made 12years ago

but you never do what you say

seriously, at times i really feel like telling you straight in the face

we don't owe you anything

why should we all eventually work our ass off

and support you when all you do is sit there and do nothing

what has mummy ever done to deserve this?

she earns 700 a month

and you spend more than 5k a month

the math clearly shows that hey!!

something is wrong over here

when seagates decided to close its door

and we've this large sum of money

its not for you to spend it like you're some rich man

but remember what you said?

again, you never ever do what you said

you said that you will do some repair stuff in the house

cause its kinda pathetic now

you said that you will pay for our poly fees

so that there won't be interest

and we can slowly pay you back

but nah.looking at the rate you're spending

it should be all gone before next march

you said that you'll buy kor a laptop for uni

since he gave his netbook to me in year 1

you said so much

but you didn't do any.

imagine how much better life would have been

if you freaking had a job

and hang in there, spare a thought for us

and not effing quit just because you're STRESS

its a joke man.

M 7:04 PM