i don't know why i was so tired today

accumulated over the weeks?

somehow, it feels like we didn't do much today

caught pirates today.

i saw this dress at cine.quite nice eh.

but nah.i shalln't spent

been spending a lot lately

how?think i should start saving.

but i wanna go out with the usuals):

i really would love to go on a cruise with you guys

but 200 is like almost one third of my mum's pay.

mummy started work yesterday

she looked so tired when i came home

her hands had injuries all over

and she commented that the current job is so much more tiring

then i started to feel bad

cause i been going out so much lately

spending so much time with my friends instead of my family

and taking more allowances

then there's fyp

finally gotten two quotations but not for the purity level

they either don't reply or we somehow got rejected.haiz

and then the main project

i don't know.i'm leaving for china in 2 weeks time

and somehow things don't look good

i'm not capable or independent enough yet

the latest addition is the super important and huge data base

but i have totally no idea how to connect stuff

and before that there's tons of research and reading to do

there's so much on my mind lately

that i'm starting to escape from stuff

which really is not gonna work

meeting up with the usuals is like the weekly boost

but today...i'm just not there

i was tired, not involved at times

everything just build up and will become overwhelming at some stage

and that will be the time to cry my heart out to release stress

M 3:06 AM