Saturday, April 30, 2011

week 2 over.super tiring!

i can just fall asleep anytime and anywhere

honestly, i don't think i'm trying hard enough

and i feel bad when i cant solve the problem

like i really wanna go up to my supervisor and say, 'hey, i solved it!'.

i wanna do something well.

but i just haven't reach the stage of being able to think like a comp yet

it's just so frustrating when i cant get things right

like i try all sorts of methods to solve a problem

and it just fail on me.

then when i finally learn the solution,

i'll go ohhhh.0.0

partially cause i dont know there's such functions

but even if i do, i may not have thought of that

AHHH!!!i'm sure i'd be able to solve all the problems myself eventually

just that the process would take time

on a happier note, mummy just found a job(:

although its quite underpaid

but well, at least she's got a job

just have to hang in there for another year

i won't be taking any money from them after graduation anyway

so whatever she earn is pretty much just for both of their expenses

i guess that shouldn't be a problem

for now, we'll just try to save as much as possible

M 3:06 PM