sometimes i wondered why is it that

others work so hard

but yet they're unable to achieve what they want

and me being less hardworking managed to get otherwise

i'm not trying to show off

but instead i think that i really dont deserve it

i dont understand things

i just die hard memorise

which really isnt the way to success

and i certainly wouldnt survive uni if i'm heading for one

with so much more content to cover

and stuff that requires more understanding and higher level of difficulty

i've been thinking through some stuff during classes

do i really wanna continue in this field

honestly, i dont feel like

but if i can pursue a degree

i'll still continue in this field though

contradicting?i dont know.

M 11:54 PM