i said things that shouldn't be said

although i didn't mean it

and it was just a casual remark

its still isn't very nice of me to do so

even though others misunderstood me

i guess its okay cause firstly i gotten used to it

and secondly, its okay.

since those that know me well enough didn't.

as much as i regret saying what i've said

and i really wish i could take back whatever i said

but i can't.what's done is done

i feel guilty and bad towards him

although he didn't take it to heart

he knew it was a casual remark and wasn't affected by it at all

but somehow there's just this feeling of guilt in me

as time goes pass everyone will forget this matter

but i hope i wouldn't.

why?cause i hope i would be able to treat others with more kindness

i need to learn to change.

think before i speak

so that i wont hurt others' feelings unknowingly

horrible me.i shouldn't have done this to someone so nice

i'll change for the better

M 11:08 PM