although i kinda expected it to turn out this way

but still i cant help it but to feel disappointed

i seriously feel that this sem's math is difficult

it's rather confusing at times

i was reading through mrs cheong's sms just now

she have so much faith in me since sec 3

but somehow i can never do well enough

to repay all that she has done for me

i wanted to get A for all my math modules in poly

and even to take advanced math

so that i can say to myself

hey, you did it!math is not your weakness.

you're no longer the last in class for math

i wanted to show mrs cheong that she didn't waste all her efforts to try to nurture me as a student

i wanted my results to be a reward for her

but then with the B that i have

i may not be able to do so anymore

what went wrong?my project?CT?both?

M 11:43 PM