i only wanted to do pure attachment.why?

money perhaps.not a lot but better than nothing

can save up to pay back my school fees

but also, i want to do well and try to you know impress the people

or at least leave a good impression

so that perhaps after education, i can apply for a job

if i like the environment and the company's politics

but then now when it comes to the point of choosing

i chose fyp instead.why?

i dont know.i just felt that attachment was too long

and if i can try something new then why not?

the only thing i was afraid was that

maybe i wont do well in fyp

but then i decided to just try

even though i wish they can have 2mths of fyp and longer attachment

cause of what my family and mr liew said

i was so called assured that it would be fine as long i work hard

so i was fine with the decision until today

i'm starting to have doubts again

will i really be fine with this route?

i mean like there's nothing i can do about it now

but then....you know.humans being humans

cant stop being worried right?

i know i'm not good in designing

neither do i have the creativity and innovation of izzah

neither do i have the IT skills of ignatius

neither do i have both of their brains

yeah yeah.dont compare.i know

but see....i feel so small.

i didnt meant physically alright(:

now all i have to do is wait and see

do they want me to do programming or designing

then i'll try my very best to do well

and maybe pester the lecturer everyday

oh another thing is i dont think i can handle advanced math man

i cant even handle statistics.

permutation and combination are annoying.like really

its so confusing

M 7:55 PM