but she still can walk super straight

she can't work since few years back cause of her leg

so nowadays she always hang around the cc

to chat with the other old grandmas

i never got to communicate much with her

even though she moved to our house ten years ago

it would be weird if i suddenly go up to her

and say grandma, please take care of your health.i love you.hahaha

but i'll do it someday.soon

i think i'll start talking to her more

maybe make it a daily thing.sit in my old room

chat with her for like half an hour

sometimes when i walk pass her room

she seemed so lonely, sitting there doing nothing

if only grandpa didn't pass away in his early 30s

she would have a companion now

and i can learn malay from him.haha.i'd be so zai(:

i was having dinner earlier on

and she came asking for one piece of my pork chop

she liked it so i asked her if she wants some more

but she doesn't want to.haiz

she has diabetes, high blood pressure blah blah

so she has to be careful with her diet

but she always eat biscuits for dinner

and buy her fav coke and sit at the clinic bench next door to drink

aiyor.all the sick people walk in and out.spread the germs to her.how?

she don't want to listen to me.tsk

she always say she ate with her friends already but that's like lunch

the reason why she doesn't have dinner with us

is that the food my dad cooks isn't the type she should eat

i want her to sit beside me during dinner like how she used to

i want her to stop eating biscuits cause its like not nutritional

i kinda miss going to her house for CNY at boon keng

its those houses that i dont know what its called

its really old and it has two levels

the floorings upstairs were made out of wooden planks

and they have like a mini backyard which i dont rmb

we'd run to the mama shop nearby to see the fireworks during national day

she always cook the standard dishes.simple but yet delicious