Wednesday, July 08, 2009

to me photography means creativity and uniqueness
i dont know what do you guys think
i have done several works and have never published it
cause i think that my works are too ordinary
mundane, low standards whatever you called it
some even failed to express the feelings or message.
after all, i'm not a professional photographer
and neither do i have those professional cameras
and also the fact that i have never learn proper photographing skills
but when i see the works of others in competitions
which is so identical from mine
i cant help but to feel disappointed
its like although i didnt copy them
but when people see both pics
who do you think they will think is the one who copied?
obviously the less skillful one
i mean not necessarily but most probably
yeah so conclusion i feel so...
i dont know how to explain
i just saw works of a competition
and guess what, five of the selected ones
were so identical to mine.five you know!!
i guess the only differences were the lightings
in fact some had the same exact venue and angle too
omg.how can i not feel depressed
i feel that my works aren't unique anymore
i mean not that it is very unique in the first place
but its lesser now.damn
i would never be a professional photographer

M 12:08 AM

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