wen jie was telling me about his plans to buy one of the planes
and i suddenly thought that why is it some people can have that strong passion in sth
i mean i used to have a strong passion for dance
but it vanished gradually ever since i quited back then
sometimes the sudden urge gave me a signal to continue
but i dont know why is it that everytime i'm on it
i'll lose track suddenly

school is really tiring me out lately
i dont really know why either
school was never that tiring before
and life is like so mundane now
so meaningless
its nothing but repetition
school home school home

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is i care too much
scars totally explains my feelings now