wasnt feeling well ever since monday
first i found myself having a "voice break" at 17
then i had headache followed by cough and flu
man.i'm so weak.haha
feeling much better now
so i went to get my hair cut just now
and its one of very small things that always makes me happy!!(:

jie received a letter from MOE today
she got accepted!!
and she's gonna start teaching when term 3 starts.
it hasn't been confirmed which school will she be posted to
but she'll be teaching chem and computer application
both isnt her strength so all i have to say is good luck man
i'm glad she got in cause she really wanted it
and since its hard to find jobs nowadays
its good that she got hold of a secure job

with the two great news in a row for jie and kor this week
its really a call for celebration
and i really feel happy for them
but somehow i'm worried
worried if i'm able to live up to expectations
i was always caught behind jie's shadow
and finally when i thought i've got out if it
by entering a different route-poly
i found myself caught in someone's shadow once again
and this time is kor
he said to me, 'now that i've gotten in uni,the burden will be on you'
to get into uni,i've to be the top 15per cent
which means top 7 for my course
i was never good at studies
hopefully the structure of poly would assist me
after all its not just about exams
i could only say i'll try my best
for now i can only let dad's words fall on deaf ears...