i'm paranoid,sick and tired of you. you live in a world that only you exist. everything revolves around you. its always you,you and more you. have you ever spare a thought for others? when will you stop being shallow and reflect on your actions. how could you say such things to mum? have you ever thought that this woman that is standing before you have been enduring all your shit for the past 20years? and she is and will be the only one that is willing to do that. how dare you speak to her like that it was an utterly awful tone. what happened to the love and promises? whats up with those harsh words she did everything a mum and wife could do. what more do you want? you should at least feel grateful towards her. sometimes i wished i could give you a little more respect. sometimes i wished i could talk to you in a proper tone. but do you know that its hard? i cant help but to despise you at times because i hate the way things are. and thats the reason why i cant wait to move out. and that is also why the house is so quiet andempty i no longer know you,the real you. or perhaps i never did.
