decided to go for training by myself yesterday
didnt wanna disappoint everyone esp ms tan
although she said that it doesnt matters if we didnt make it
but then i know that if i get it for her
she would be really happy
after all it's quite some time now since the previous one
i dont know will it make a difference in PNA, if i was a PGA guide
but if it does i hope to contribue to a silver
after all we are supposedly a gold
i dont know what made the standards drop
but i hope we can bring it back up
15 more days till the test
and i havent learn anything and work within the time limits yet
i only know the rope ladder part shouldnt be a problem
i think i can for topo map but who knows i may not made it through the first time round
there's training tml and i hope god would ensure that this 5hours is used wisely
i cant afford for time lost now
i cant even fufil most of the criteria for pioneer
and the pressure is killing me now
the most irony part is that it's self pressure
i really hope i wont disappoint myself and most importantly ms tan
i'm afriad that things wouldnt turn out well
anyways just to console myself i did three attempts on rope ladder
and i succeed within the time limit