some family issues happened lately
was terrified at the beginning
but its okay now
dont wanna talk about it

i realised whatever i do is meaningless
i dont see the purpose anymore
its pointless putting in so much effort
knowing things wouldnt turn out right
its just a waste of time
everything takes two hand to clap
i'm not putting up a one men show
if you're not helping yourself
there is nothing i can do
i gave up
totally.