today really sucks like hell.it started off really well during conexion meeting but went worse after that.

ms thana had to tell me that she is considering to close conexion down when i asked her about the progress.you know how hurt i was when she told me straight in my face.its like i dont even feel respected at all.although i'm only a student but hello at least i'm the leader of this project.and actually my whole team should be respected.how can a decision be made like that without having our agreement.who are we to you all.slaves?!or just a bunch of not important people.we have our feelings you know.we knew that this wasn't going to be an easy project however although we know that we might not succed we had the determination to continue.and therefore we were committed to this very project.we plan and all.and had 4 long months of hard work.and now what this whole project is putting a halt and most probably might be cancelled.that means all our efforts has gone down the drains.have they ever thought how much this project mean to us.it may not matter to the rest but it makes a differences to our life.we learnt a lot and bonded so much.we are a team.we work together and share tears and joy together.we even overcome our fears together and as a team.and this is what's happening to us.wth its just so not fair.i dont want this kind of treatment.this is just so disappointing.you know how much tears we shed because of your selfish act and how disappointed we are.and its not only us.its also the efforts of ying hua and janaine.i hope that conexion will not close.i want to carry on with our plans.you know looking at how sad my members are hurts me a lot.whats wrong with them man.

another thing is that i lost my freaking wallet.its in the bus and i made a report.dad is like super angry.he wants me to go for rehersal tml and meet him at the interchange at 5.30 so that means i need to leave at 4.45.i hope i can reach there on time.because if i dont he will make sure i quit prefects.which obviously i dont want.waliao what is wrong with him man.i seriously hate my life now.the lessons are so chim that i could hardly understand and its so stressful.school really sucks.and so is my dad.i just cant tolerate him anymore lah.he's so stubborn and selfish.the only thing that keep me from being happy is only prefects.thats the only thing i can think of and obviously my friends.life sucks man.