had kayaking course today.oh gosh.it was fun but also scary.as everyone knows i have a great phobia of going under the water.as in really deep under.i will be so freak out.and yeah i had to swim.i dont know how to swim at all.but i suceeded.all i know was just like those shows.just move your hands and legs.so i just stupidly did and gosh i was moving freaking slow.so i spend my whole day with nurul since she was also afraid.and i learn how to capsize which is erm okay but just that i drank a lot of water and i kinda struggle because i did like a 360 degress flip under the water.i dont know why.just couldn't get back on my feet.as you know i'm short and the water depth is too high for me.then we had to learn how to get into the kayak if we are in the deep sea.and ah nurul and i tried and tried many times till we suceed.so difficult.i dont know is my arm muscle not enough or my leg too short cannot cross the kayak lah.then we kayak around the lake and i kept kayaking in circles i kept doing back strokes to make my kayak straight.tml we are going to kayak in the sea i scared i get lost like clarisa when she was sec one.ah!!phobia.i swear after this nobody shall make me come out of the kayak and go into the sea for no particular reason okay.i'm only going to kayak and not capsize.NEVER!!unless i overcome my phobia.

oh i have a hamster now.my new pet.its sleeps in a really funny manner.haha