luckily sec 2 life have changed deeply for me. i took the turning point route. i realised that sec 1 life was ridiculous. now that i'm straight and no longer rebellious. i'm happy i work hard for mid-year and got a good level position. at least i improved that means a lot to a rebellious girl. it means a good start. i'm glad i'm living a happier life mixing with the right people. nost importantly making new friends that made me smile in those pressuring months before exams. i'm happy getting into prefectorial board. not that i love being one but i'm happy that i made so many new friends. they are really nice people. so i'm not leaving prefects because of them despite the feeling at times thinking why are we getting scolding for things that we didnt even do. receiving high expectations from everyone just because we are prefects.