i'm having monday blues. The day actually started off well with prefects we were actually getting high upon choosing the venue for our grp outing..but my mood went all e way down during maths. I have difficulties in maths i just cant score. I decided to start taking maths seriously and ask for help frm kakat since she's lyk e pro..

test and i still arent talking. i'm kinda sad about it seriously cause it all started with a misunderstanding and its my fault actually..i no longer know how to talk to you as you seemed to be a stranger to me ever since that dae.Ignorance is the main cause towards our silent game. I'm tired i no longer want to play along with you. I want to end this game and get back to our old plays where laughters killed our time and filled up precious memories but i just dont know how to put it to you. Must this be our very ending...

I feel sorry for you D. You no longer feel happiness. Your laughters i hear wearies me. You feel sad abd yet you dont express it. You act like nothing has happened but yet you cant escape frm reality. You hide your emotions frm me and yet pen down your thoughts and feelings. Each time I read your write ups and see you stoning across the room made me feel sad for you. Your saddness and thoughts affects my mood..i dont feel sorry for you because i pity you but i feel sorry for you because i really do feel all that hurt you received. You will abandon by a friend for she has a new friend. I realli wished to help you and yet I'm unable to. I could only watch you suffering. My only contribution to you is cheering you up and staying by your side. This is all i can promise you. I will walk with you through this though route. We sense sinister in horror everyday. We venture out and get hurt in return how unfair it is but yet frm it we realised that we have others friends around us that too concern us a lot. I hope that heartbroken part of you would feel less hurt by your saddistic friend.