Tuesday, December 27, 2005
 +_wad have i became..anybody willing to find e old me back..i'll be grateful to u.._+
when its all over between u n tt person u love deeply u'll be damn sad n u'd cry one lolz..n u will feel its e end of e world for u lyk tt..tt u'd juz drop dead e next min without her in ur life..n u'd feel so heartbroken..realli..but den rite slowly as daes passed u'll tik tt its a new chapter begining cuz its all over n there's nth u can do to bring back e past so juz have to accept e fate..i'm feeling damn emo again..its lyk tt when nite comes..i'm extrem emo at nite..does tis sounds chim to u all..xq tiks its chim..but tts how i feel frm e bottome of my heart..realli..i wanna u to share ur every min of sorrows n happiness with me..i missed yew loads..i'm trying very hard to forget u..to stop loving u..but i juz cant bear to let u go..i dunnoe wad to do..n all tis is driving me completely insane..i'm totally lost..will u helped me find my true self back..i find tt i dunnoe myself anymore..i onli noe e me in m memory..but e present me is a total stranger to my heart..wads wrong with me..wads wrong with e messed up world..wad ahppened to my simple life..i hate e now me..i wan e old me back..can anyone juz get e old me back..i missed e michelle tt my heart n memory knew..
+_i hate e new me.._+
 M
 5:17 PM