super host damn sad can..nai ge's speech has made me feel very touched..he's very right..n i tik tt wang xi is realli a very brave gal..she's takes things very easily..which is lyk give me e feeling lyk wow!!i lyk wang xi alot lolz..i tik she's e best lolz..such a wonderful person..haiz..sigh..nth to sae abt tt alrd..haiz..my dad owe e bank $9600 leh..i didnt noe lolz..i was stunned lolz..lyk so much lolz..todae when he cooking tt time rite no more gas..den we got no money to order..so have to eat can food..everything all microwave one..e egg he made was so alrd lolz..but den nvm lahx..juz eat lolz..ltr olso will digest one..make no diff..tiking if there's any way to try to helped my dad lolz..maybe study harder n dun use e com so much?!i've no idea how to helped lol..maybe made e bill go lower..electricity n phone bill..tt means dun use com n phone so much leh..i can if i wan..but den i everytime feel lyk smsing to pple leh..eh i tik i dun wan to go out wif rachh lolz..cuz i got no money liao..cannot top up my card..so tell me how to go there..walk arh..i dun mind since i walked around e whole singapore in seven daes..covered more den 100km..but hor but time i reached there..wad time liao arh n den i walk backed arh..i tik daybreak alrd lol..i onli noe frm harbour front to tanah merah abt 11hrs..tts e last time i walked frm harbour front to tanah merah..30plus km..took guides 11plus hrs..so lyk nah not going out with rachh lolz..kk i'm talking rubbish i noe..haiz..i tik i realli wanna give u up alrd..i cant take it anymore..its too stressful..look at my timetable..i'm so hectic i dun even have time to listen to music lolz..when skool reopens..i got prefect duty.class duty.cca.hw.lessons.meetings.trainings.revison.streaming.tests den still need to do chores den rite as u noe i rite damn slow one lolz..dunnoe y..its not a good thing u noe..i alwiz sleep so late juz bcuz i cant finish my hw..on top of all tis u still wan to expected me to tik abt u..n continue trying all type of methods to win ur heart..lyk i'm so busy..i dun tik i even have time to tik abt love..tik abt u..plus i'm alrd so tired at e end of each dae..i'm tired of allt is..i tahan for 7mths plus alrd u neo..going to 8mths..i'm to exhausted..plus u dun even have time for me lolz..u too have e same timetable as me juz tt u dun need to spend ur time worrying abt me..tiking how to win my heart..instead u're playing with ur so called gang..kkz lah its not a gang juz a grp of frens..so yupp..i tik i'm seriously giving all tis up..no matter how much i cant let u go..how sad i am i'm going to give it up..i've to try all my best to suceed..i'll work it out somehow..sigh..n i'm so sorrie if i get moody at times cuz of my hectic timetable n naturally i might get pissed over small things so dun mind me..juz let me cool down n i'll be back with juz two lonely words..i'm sorrie..haha..i tik i'll juz quit being a prefect in sec 3 if i'm too stress n hectic tt cuz my studies to dropped tremendously..kkz its late..n i need a break..so i'm out of here..i'm so stress up!!

+_i detest stress..be gone now..away frm me cuz i hate stress..it juz suxs big time!!_+