Saturday, December 17, 2005
+_my dance-my moves-my passion;DANCE_+i missed dancing..i missed e lessons tt i used to attend..i quit cuz of e reason tt my family has financial prob..i scarcifice..haiz..i juz have to accept my fate..god have given me tis life..although i was born with many misfortunate stuff i've to accept..cuz wad i can i do..there's nth for me to..i onli can work hard n strive for e best..i'm lyk every other gals..i desire 4 things..i can onli dream abt all e stuff..but i'll nv have e money to buy them all..even if i've i'd not spend it on tis..i'd rather save it n used them to get more pratical stuff..lyk books or anything i need importantly..so i would not need to asked my parents for it..sometimes i may spend my money on stuff tt isn't realli a muz which makes me regret after tt..but being e youngest in e family e scarcifice of dance is counted little compared to e rest my family had made..i do hope tt my family financial would improve..we have been hanging in there for more den 5yrs..juz a few more yrs n i tik we'd be fine..haiz..i tik i'm really flawed..kkz everybody is flawed in their own ways..but i c alot of really good points in some of e guides tt i really admire..n i do not have them..i'm lyk clumsly.careless.forgetful.blur..actually wad r my good points..i can't tik of any..wad qualities tt i c in some guides r endurance.determination.being humble.compassion etc..n i dun tik i display very well in all tis..haiz..i realli luv guides..but i dun tik i'll go far..although lynette sae tt e ex seniors tik i do..haiz..i tik tt lynette is realli nice..she's different frm many sec one guides..she's very humble n nice..she's nice to everyone..n i tik she can go pretty far..i hope she can become a leader next yr or in sec 3..i noe she will..she has e potential..i'm happy tt we've lynette in guides..kkz its late i wanna catch some sleep..sweet dreams to all..(:+_princess cheerful_+
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