Monday, November 14, 2005
+_wads wrong woth me todae.._+had C.I.P at e yishun church todae..gosh it's tiring..tok to nelvinder lolz..but i dun tik i'm going to hang out with her lol..cuz its lyk i'll still get irritated by her..i'm feeling so much better todae..cuz kathyln so funny lolz..she juz tok all e funny stuff den i not so sad liao lolz..but i doubt they even noe i was sad lahx..cuz is lyk they r not close to me at all..aniwae even if they r close to me i dun tik i'll tell them lahx..cuz its lyk i onli feel lyk telling shafiqah everything lahx..but sadly so far i haven't tall her yet..cuz its lyk we r busy wif our own stuff n den when we meet during guides..she'll start to turn pale n got all weak..till i dun wanna disturb her so its lyk how to tok to her..n den i realli wanna help her but its lyk amirah is helping so i tot if i were to help her i'm lyk e xtraded one lolz..so yupp..eh u noe so weird lolz..juz now while selling e bands i was looking at sum of e chio bu lehx..waliao its lyk wads wrong wif me lolz..y i keep starring lolz..i'm not butch lahx..wth..i dunnoe lehx..but i tik as long as i'm occupied by stuff i'd not tik abt her lolz..so maybe i shd find loads n loads of thing to do..so i'll not have time to tik abt it..yupp..i tik hor i'll either turn back straight or lyk tt ahem lol..kkz shall not sae hu is ahem..nobody noe hu is ahem except me lahx..lolz..dun wanna sae later arh waliao she noe lol..kkz lah but even if i lyk her it will be a hopeless case cuz she won't lyk me one lolz..n den i olso dun lyk her lahx..so yupp..my heart still onli have fatin..haiz..i so sad lol but i muz stop tiking abt her no matter wad..haiz..+_princess cheerful; e dream have ended.._+
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