Saturday, November 12, 2005
+_love is not abt finding someone u can live wif but finding someone u can't live without_+
i'm feeling so tired n lost..i feel lyk giving all tis up right now..e silence is driving me close to feeling insecure..although i saw u on wed but i'm already missing u loads..missing u seems to be a daily rountine..i seems to be unable to stop tiking abt u..each time i try to forget u it will be an impossibe task afterall..i wanna tok to u..i wanna hear ur voice..i wanna c ur beautiful smile..but its lyk sth tt is beyond wad i can reach..all tis seems to be juz images..all tis while u seems to be juz an character in my dream..n now seems to be e time to end tis beautiful enchanted dream..loving u in e silent is going to end soon..i've to accept e fact tt there'll be nth but an ending for us..no matter wad i do i still dun get ur luv..how i wished u can put ur attention frm ur eyes tt u've 4 her to me..i learn to do things tt she can do..i try to change e things tt i flawed for u..but i still dun get ur attention..each time i c ur eyes looking at her..i feel so heartbroken..n each time i c u getting hurt when u got rejected frm her..my heart seems to have broken into billions of pieces..i'm not going to do anything frm now..i'm leaving u all behind me..i hope u'll find ur true luv sum dae..frm now on all e feelings i've 4 u will be unknown..i'll learn to forget u slowly..n time will heal my wounds..thx 4 giving me tis wonderful dream..e times we had in skool n during guides..e dream will forever be deep down in my heart..tis has been e most beautiful dream i eva had..u'll alwiz be living in my heart n memory..goodbye my prince..i'm going to let go of ur hands now..although i'm full of unwillingness..e dream have ended..its all over between us..it has ended b4 it even eva started..now u muz be strong..i'll not be there to protect u frm all hurt anymore..e onli thing i regretted is tt we've nv eva steaded..n e thing i feel most heartbroken is tt i nv eva had a place in ur heart..n i'll be forgotten as soon as u've found ur true luv..but u'll not be forgotten as long as i live..
+_princess cheerful_+
M
7:04 AM