Sunday, November 13, 2005
+_its all over; i've ended e dream..but y r u still stuck in my head..forgetting u its juz so difficult_+i'm still feeling so sad..i've ended tis beautiful dream with my own bare hands..but now i feel a sense of emptiness in my heart..i kept tiking abt u todae..izzi tt difficult to stop tiking abt u..every now n den i'm tiking abt u..its lyk my everydae rountine to tik abt u..u r stuck in my head so how am i going to forget u?!i'm so lost now..y do i've to go through all tis..juz bcuz of falling in luv wif u..i juz wanna sit there n do nth now..cuz tis whole thing is driving me close to being insane..maybe i can slowly forget u a little if we don't meet..but we r meeting each other throughout e holidaes..n we r even going 4 a 7 daes camp together..den i'll tik abt u even more during e dec mth..wads e point of ending e dream when its as difficult as luving u..forget it..i tik i need time to be alone..if i blow up at any of u suddenly i'm so sorrie kkz..well although i didn't so far..but if i do dun take it to heart cuz i'm feeling paranoid n yet sad at e moment..+_princess cheerful; e dream has ended_+
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