Sunday, November 06, 2005

+_i travel there wif laughters but i journey back wif sadness.._+

todae woke up so early..cum to skool n den we went to st. joseph home juz lyk e previous visit..we went to help e old folks wif their exercise n den we help them wif e games..we olso wheel them to e dinning hall n serve them wif their meals..clearing up uteensils n lastly area cleaning..each time i visit there i've loads of feelings..i went there feeling happi n had laughters all e way but e journey back to skool..i find tt i'm so much fortunate compared to them..we alwiz blame t our life is incomplete..n we sae its so unfair cuz of certain things..we complain abt stuff..but wad abt those pple..they r so much worse but sum of them still live their life happily..but sadly not all r living happily over there..sum of e old folks r very unhappy wif their life due to certain things tt do not cum in e way they wan..although they didn't wan all tt stuff to happened on them but in e end they still face these misfortunate events..

i met tis old lady hu noes how to speak several languages which mades me feel very impressed indeed..she was a very funni lady..she luvs to change e language she's speaking all of a sudden..she started off wif chinese den to malay den to english den to hokkien n den to cantonese n den to eng again n repeat e whole thing over n over again..i was lyk having a hard time figuring out wad she was trying to sae but thx to e rojak language i use in my daily life..i manage to communicate wif her afterall..phew..she couldn't walk cuz she had met an accident few yrs ago..eva since den her leg is too badly injured tt she couldn't walk anymore..den she entered here..n she finds her life here kkz onli..she still smile n jokes around..

another uncle he tok to me while natassia was pushing me to e physio..he ask me which skool i'm frm..how did i came here n asked me to study hard..he sae tt we muz study hard or else next time we'll suffer..he sae he came frm a poor family..his dad was getting a low pay after working long hrs..n his family had to be realli thrifty to survive..i told him maybe he shd look on e bright side cuz being poor might be a tough thing but there's an advantage..those pple hu cums frm a poor family can stand hardship n treasures their life more..they do not take things 4 granted n he agreed wif me to a large extent..he told me loads of his stories n i pity him loads..

i do not cum frm a very well off family..i can sae my family is kinda poor..but not very poor compared to those outside tt even need to worry abt their next meal..i can sae every family member of mine can stand hardship pretty well..but we dun realli treasure our life properly at times..sumtums we juz take things 4 granted..i hope tt no matter wad happens to me next time..i'll live my life feeling grateful 4 wad i got n to work hard n not complain so much..i olso muz tolerate others' insults 4 me but i'll not tolerate others insulting e pple i care 4..

+_princess cheerful;e old me is gone_+

M 11:41 AM