+_whee..my state of depression have improved..haha_+

2dae morning..came 2 skool wif loads of butterflies in my stomach..busy studying history..argh..e atmosphere was terrible..tok 2 rachel n everything while i study..till natassia came..sat down infront of her n chit chat a little n study..argh..i was almost dying i can't rmb a single junk of shit..rachel was testing me n i got almost everything wrong..den when natassia n i were toking..i saw her..walking 2 e back as usual wif her bag..she look kinda retarded wif it but it was cute..bleah..den i went back 2 my seat..tiking tt i can study while waiting 4 assembly 2 start..n as soon as i went back 2 my seat..guess hu i saw..hmmm..not fatin lahx..haha..shafiqah lahx..ooh..i followed her n stand wif her 4 her flag raising..she dunnoe hu is her sec 1 partner..hey..wait..i sound lyk as if i was in luv wif shafiqah instead of fatin..aiyor..nvm..hueva was it damm slack lah nv cum 4 duty..smart lahx..leave shafiqah n me 2 do..if shafiqah didn't cum n find me she'll be alone till sarah cum n stand beside her lolz..n ms tan's face would be red lahx..cuz its alwiz sec 1 n senior wad how can 2 senior together lolz..yarr..2ml i go check guides board..go c hu is tt bloody sec 1 lolz..oops better watch my tongue..hehe..no lahx hueva is not bloody juz tt she very pro lah nv cum 4 duty is either 4get or purposely pon lol..haiz..its lyk tt 1 lahx..aniwae..my state of depression improved thx 2 my gd fren lolz..lyk shafiqah n rachel..although shafiqah didn't do anything but she had ask me 2 do flag raising wif her tt indirectly made me happi wif e way we try 2 tie e flag haha..it was so troublesome..but i looked at e way she tie arh i got nth 2 sae lahx..haha..she didn't tie neatly n went xtra tts y e string wasn't enough but i couldn't be bothered 2 retie..i was too lazy..we were lyk sum retard pple tryong 2 tie e thingy kkz..haha..but it was fun lahx..history was kkz afterall..i do rmb stuff lahx..n i muz sae its not a little its quite alot lakx..juz tt when rachel test me i dunnoe..i tik i can pass maybe wif a C5 of B4..haha..if i get a C6..i'm going 2 cry kkz i study so hard lolz..juz hope my results won't disappoint me..i realli put in my effort already..i've been studying lyk shit lolz..now e onli thing i could do is continue study hard n pray tt i dun go 2 na lolz..muz go 2E kkz..i noe i can do it!!AH...pls dun turn my results in2 my worse nightmare!!

+_princess cheerful_+