Sunday, October 09, 2005
 +_e state of depression_+
tok 2 delvinder 4 e past 2 nites lolz..eva since shafiqah's phone got confiscated..its so difficult 2 tok 2 her..so i juz lost sum1 2 tok 2 when i got probs...she's e first one i tot of when i'm feeling down lolz..i call delvinder lyk i promise her n tok abt stuff on thurs..i'm so bored..die exams r drawing near..mondae is history..muz study study..veronica has stopped hanging out wif us already..she went over 2 gen.poh hun n fabeha is kinda alone lately..i tik it is all thx 2 veronica..arh but 4get it since mummy.jie jie n me dun mind her leaving e grp..u noe wad delvinder sae..she sae she got e feeling tt after when i stop lyking ameera i'll lyk shafiqah..ong lolz..i onli treat shafiqah as my gd fren lahx..i juz found out loads of things abt ameera 4 e past 2 nites..thx 2 sum pple..i can't wait 4 exam 2 end!!!oh no no..after exam..i'll be real busy..going 2 get my whistle frm guides HQ..rehersal 4 dance performance..guides..St. Joseph home blah blah..oh no tis is hell!!!n when cca resume..it'll clashed wif my dance rehersal..tts means i'll missed guides!!so shit man..n den they'll ask me 2 rite letter 2 her..i dunnoe wad 2 rite i got nth 2 sae 2 her..omg i been feeling so depressed 4 e whole wk men..tik loads eva since i put down e phone n noe abt loads of stuff..argh..i juz feel so depressed..omg..can any1 help me 2 get out of tis state of depression..its killing me..
+_princess cheerful_+
 M
 10:02 AM