[[' +_tell me is tt a sign of luving me.._+ ']]

i feel so stressed..i was both happi n sad 2dae..during recess they were sabotaging me n ahem ahem..they lyk izzi tt 1 wearing red???correct rite..den they lyk keep asking me if i was michelle n lyk telling ahem ahem is there n blah blah..i was lyk yarr i noe so wad u wan me 2 do lahx..den they kept forcing her 2 me lahx den she dun wan so she keep running away den their strength is lyk so much stronger den hers so its lyk she almost fall..it was an entertainment 2 my frens but i feel a liitle heart pain lahx haha..i was lyk waliao dun bully her lahx..i noe they meant well lahx but i feel both happi n uneasy lahx cuz its lyk so many pple starring at me whereva i go or wadeva i do..each time i was i walk past they'll eh michelle!Look!michelle..its lyk er..

2ml have history powerpoint presentation..dunnoe they got add my name or not..if they didn't i won't give them face lolz cuz they nv do e previous 1 n i added them den tis time i did n if they dun add me..i'm going 2 tell ms tan lolz..i can't concentrate in wad eva i do..my mind is lyk alwiz faraway frm work..she's alwiz on my mind lately..i tik of her when i'm supposed 2 do work..when i'm on e bus,toking 2 vic or have free time..she's on my mind..i juz can't stop tiking of her,,n eva since wad happened during recess needless 2 sae she's on my mind even more..i need 2 tok 2 her but i simply don't have e guts n i juz dunnoe when 2 go 2 her n wad 2 sae..i dun even noe if she feels e same way 4 me although many sae she does..i wonder how cum they r so sure but their ans was juz cuz its obvious..haiz..she had nv eva gave me an ans..sumtums i feel tt she do feel e same..but i dun wanna believe as i'm afraid if i set my hopes higher..i might have a realli great fall if it was all juz a dream..i'd be depressed..

got so much work 2 do 2dae..exams r drawing near..skool is getting more n more boring n work is stacking higher each dae..n obviously i'm getting more n more stressed up..my results 4 term 4 is bad..i'm afraid of showing my dad..i'll show him next tues nite..i'm lyk so doomed lolz..so stressed up..

+_princess cheerful_+